♥Sunday, November 22, 2009♥
yesterday i went to bugis with titi. was bored at home so i went out den ard 12 when to my friend chalet. the turth i am feeling guilty that is why i am slient the whole night and didnt reply his text message. i told my friend that i dun trust my boyfee.well its not that i dun have any trust towards him but i am still feared of lost.but when i look in his eyes, i feel he is close to the heart but in msgs we sent to each other i cant feel how i feel when i look in his eyes. i think its my fault. my heart is half hearted. why i could get over all the hurt i had when thru. i dun want to make him think that i dun love him or love him 50 50..seriously i du love but at certain point of time its like unexplainable. and i should not accuse him yesterday night. but i did tried to called him but he didnt pick up all my calls..i am sorry for not replying your msg yesterday.
♥imma hurt you real good, baby
@ 11:55 AM